Part 1
— STARDATE 97318.3 —
— DEEP SPACE 13 -—
Keri paces back and forth inside her quarters, occasionally adjusting her clothes or hair while she tries to keep herself calm, but she can’t stop the negative thoughts running through her head. However, her thoughts are quickly brought to a sudden stop at the sound of her door being buzzed.
“Enter,” Keri says, her voice cracking slightly before she coughs to clear it.
Once the doors open, seeming to take an age for both people, Fiona steps inside, freezing when her eyes land on Keri physically for the first time in two years. Neither of them moves for a moment, both just looking at the other, with Keri noticing the faint wrinkling of Fiona’s nose that she always does when she is nervous but trying to hide it. Their stillness is broken when they both quickly move to meet halfway, wrapping the other into a tight embrace with tears flowing from both of them while they just stand there holding each other for a solid minute or two.
Fiona eventually pulls back slightly to place her forehead against Keri’s while she looks into her eyes.
“I…I missed you so much. And I know we have been speaking, but I missed being able to hold you,” Fiona says softly.
Keri just nods for a moment, “I know what you mean, and part of me didn’t want to believe I would get to hold you again because if I didn’t, I don’t think I could have managed it. Losing you once, after what happened with Cecilia and how happy we were when she woke up…it almost broke me,” Keri says, trailing off with a sob.
Keri would see the flash of pain that flew across Fiona’s face before she leads the two of them over to the couch where they can sit down and still be embracing, neither of them ready to even think about letting go of the other yet.
“I am sorry…I should never have left you and Cecilia, and when I was recovered, I had a duty to do and to complete the two-year mission. Or I would have headed straight for Earth in a shuttle the moment I woke up if I could,” Fiona says while she lightly kisses the top of Keri’s head.
“I don’t hold what you did against you, I know why you did it, but it still hurt and continues to hurt. Just promise me you won’t leave me behind again,” Keri says softly while she rests her head against Fiona’s shoulder.
Fiona tilts Keri’s head so that their eyes meet, “Keri, I promise I will never leave you behind again. I am going to spend the rest of my days with you. I love you,” Fiona says.
Keri smiles before she lightly kisses Fiona, “And I love you, Fi. And I want nothing more than to spend my life with you and our daughters,” she says.
“Speaking of, how are Cecilia and Nexus getting on? And how was she doing on Earth?” Fiona asks.
Keri smiles while she thinks back to the last month before she transferred out to deep space 13 and spending time with Cecilia and Nexus, “The two of them hit it off almost right away, honestly reminded me of how we used to be at that age,” she says with a soft laugh, “As for how she is getting on, she was still getting used to being on a planet, but she was adapting quickly, she is a good kid.”
Fiona nods slowly, “Yeah, yeah, she is, and that is good to hear. It is going to be hard enough for Nexus but good that she is going to have Cecilia to lean on,” she says before trailing off slightly, “I…I have no idea how Ceci is going to react when she transfers out here.”
“She is going to be a mess like I was, she has missed you so much, and even with me staying close, it wasn’t the same thing. She has always taken more after you than she has me, and she will want to lean on you a lot. She still has problems she is working through, and I have tried to help, but I think you will be better able to help her,” Keri says.
“Ok, and I will be there every step of the way if she will let me. I have already spent far too long staying distant to try and protect her, and all that did was cause pain. I am not going to make that mistake again,” Fiona says with determination.
The two of them fall into a comfortable silence, just happy to be holding the other after the long two years apart.